Tama o Mali?

Ang tao, likas na makasalanan.
Lahat nagsisinungaling.
Lahat may masamang ugali.
Lahat hindi totoo.
Dahil ang mga tao, hindi perpekto.
Ang tao ang pinakamataas na uri ng nilalang sa mundo.
Binigyan sila ng Diyos ng isip.
Pero tayong mga tao, maraming kahinaan.

Kahit may isip tayo, at alam natin ang tama at mali,
may mga pagkakataon na hindi natin maiwasan gawin ang mali.
At paulit-ulit, paulit-ulit na pinapaniwala sa sarili na hindi ito mali.
Kaya natin ginagawa ito dahil dito tayo masaya,
Masarap sa pakiramdam at hindi matutumbasan ng "tamang" bagay ang karanasan nating ito.

May mga bagay na TAMA, pero hindi ka dito masaya.
may mga bagay na TAMA, na kaya mo ginagawa dahil ayaw mong may masaktang iba.
may mga bagay na TAMA, na pinipili mong gawin dahil alam mong ayaw mong may masabi ang iba.
may mga bagay na TAMA, at ginagawa mo ito, kahit hindi ka dito masaya.

Nakakalungkot lang isipin, na tayong mga tao ay dinidiktahan ng sitwasyon kung ano ang dapat natin gawin.
Na tayong matatalinong taong may isip, ay hindi nasususnod ang kung ano ang gusto natin at kung saan tayo masaya. Na tayong mga tao, ay sunudsunuran sa kung ano ang TAMA, hindi sa kung ano ang masaya.

Tama o Mali?

Happy Mom-me

I am about to give birth to my cute, intelligent and respectful son "Charlie Summer". I don't know how many days, or hours or minutes I am going to wait until he gets out of my tummy and for him to see how beautiful this world could be. I can't wait to see his face, his small hands and feet and to kiss him on his forehead while he sleeps. 

9 months of my pregnancy, full of happy times. 

At work, I always enjoy my day with my funny officemates and my cool boss. I thank them because they considered my situation  but they never make me feel like I can't do things just because I have a big tummy with a baby on it. I like them, I love them. We share thoughts, we dream together and we laugh at the simplest jokes in the world. 

At home, my family showed me care, as always. We always talk about how I feel. They (mom and aunt) tell stories about their own experiences during pregnancy. Dad also, telling stories about how mom was in the labor romm and all that stuff. temporarily I live with my tita because it's closer to work. i think she's the kindest person ever. She loves me a lot, and even when I was still a kid, she took care of me. I have my cousins, who are very excited to see their nephew. My mom, my dad, who have prepared the room at our house in Cavite for my baby. Dad even cleaned the air-con himself. 

At church,I am more than blessed that  now, I am able to go to church every Sunday. To ask God for forgiveness and guidance. I feel so happy going to church, where you surrender everything to God and live your life without worries. God loves us so much that he will never put us into shame. I love church because I see happy people singing songs of praises, clapping their hands and dancing to the music. 

My friends, I haven't seen then for a while. But we always  keep in touch. We chat online, text or call each other once in while. I miss them, and I know they miss me too. They are excited for me to give birth so I could go back to Cavite, where I would stay for my recovery. 

My Partner, I  don't know how to call him. He's not my husband, (we're not married), he's my boyfriend and the Dad of my son. Anyway, whatever you would like me to call him. I think he's the best. So many trials we've gone through, financially, emotionally, spiritually... but eventually, I am so happy he's right beside me during my pregnancy. He always say I'm so beautiful even if I have a big tummy and a bigger nose now. He always talk to my tummy and says how he much he loves our child and me. He prepares food for me, wait for me after office and bring my things even if it's not heavy. It is not "I love him, because he's the father of my child, BUT he's the father of my child, because I love him." He's my strength in everything. He's a happy man. he has unlimited jokes ad he makes me laugh all the time. Actually he makes me happy all the time.

Too many things I realized while I'm pregnant. I realized how happy life is. I realize the miracles God creates everyday. I realized how we people should celebrate life. Because soon, someone's life will depend on us, Our future sons and daughters. We should show them how beautiful life is. If we don;t appreciate the beauty of the world, how could we show it to them. 

Folks, It was a very nice experience for me to bare a child because every little thing I see, I appreciate it. I am so excited to show him the beauty of the world. You too should appreciate little things so you could be HAPPY like me. 

-the Happy Mom-me-